Post by mzdiagnosed on Nov 22, 2008 2:12:32 GMT -5
Always feel like I can say whatever here so...
I am always (in some way) thinking about my experiences in "that place." Comparing, contrasting things that happened there to where I am now. Damage was not always done by the higher ups or the unreachable, unteachable people I knew. I caused some harm too. If anything, by association, by what I did not do but knew I should, etc. It's sometimes hard to sift through it all. I get that. These feelings of responsibility, culpability sometimes make it hard for me to point and blame with the ease that others do. Not a unique experience. I have seen others struggle with it, too. No easy answers.
Just that for now.
I am always (in some way) thinking about my experiences in "that place." Comparing, contrasting things that happened there to where I am now. Damage was not always done by the higher ups or the unreachable, unteachable people I knew. I caused some harm too. If anything, by association, by what I did not do but knew I should, etc. It's sometimes hard to sift through it all. I get that. These feelings of responsibility, culpability sometimes make it hard for me to point and blame with the ease that others do. Not a unique experience. I have seen others struggle with it, too. No easy answers.
Just that for now.