On 2nd thought

[laughingmonkey]

In as much earnestness (if that iz a word)

I used to b late to classes at the community college just to hang on the wordz of a lot of memberz here


A lot of u really were my lifejacket for a while (in as non-cultish of wayz as I can put it)

I M a sick soul

I've been through way 2 much pain

And I'm dun with it

I am so sad over some of my dead friendz I still want 2 cry

but I'm trying real hard RINGO/ 2 be the righteous man

and walk my path

I drew way 2 many lines in the sand

with way 2 many peeple

including this website

I M so sick of it all

I want vomit the venom I feel after I choke down a smoke

I gotz anger issues

but I don't want 2 break anything or hurt anybody (including myself)

I M a bit manic at the moment

but who carez right

I apologize about the lack of punctuation/grammar

but I M so done with trying to write perfect English on the internet.

For the first time N a long time I can say that

as long as I respect nature

wordz ain't nuthin but fuckin symbolZ anywayz

(I understand that I may be preaching 2 the choir here/ I M just venting)

I loved this site

and still do

I just have to take care of my body

cuz it'z in pain

-bi

[IDBUG]

Hey, Laughing Monkey,

I'm glad to see you, and glad you said something. Sorry you're hurting.

You can talk here any time, and you'll have us to listen and not criticize.

Feel free to PM me any time if you want.

--T